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Man’s enemies are not demons, but human beings like himself.
*Cynical World ~Yuki Kajiura (ft. Emily Brindiger)
September 3-6, 2015.
initially back in March it was like ‘the easternmost point we’re coming!!’ but the day before the trip we both agreed that we didn’t need to take this holiday ‘by full forces’, ie. just relax, take it easy, give it a laid-back attitude~ so we spent most of the time chilling (either in our aircon’ed hotel room with a marvelous almost-panorama view of the sea and city, or on the beaches) and eating (we did stuff like food-hopping, 3-course brekkies, first dinner & second dinner~). good weather, good food, good locals, good companion ~i couldn’t complain one bit!
back in town. back to business.
*even though i haven’t really felt my feet on the ground yet.
*it was somewhat fun, but most of the time it was something almost surreal, in which i was surrounded by strangers speaking strange languages in a fairytale-like setting *except for the ride from CDG airport to central Paris, when it vividly felt like… Sydney!
one question still baffles me: does it have to be that way?
~one minute we talked and laughed like good buddies, the next minute, when it came to the business, you were like my worst adversary.
well i guess i just need to learn how to deal with that. better.
*The Party ~Regina Spektor
“if our stories weren’t worth sharing, and they didn’t matter, then what would be left for us? think about it!”
i used to tell myself that i would never use their service, or rather, “his family’s service”. that was irrational and i knew i couldn’t overcome “the lame past”—not until that thought was settled.
this morning i pushed the door, smiled and immediately started a friendly and honest conversation with their staff. i think it was nicely done. and this arvo i finally mailed him what i had promised. perhaps, it was both the right thing and the kind thing to do.
less than 32 hours before the flight. feeling very much calmer now. my new motto: keep calm and improvise.
this week has been SO hectic, but heck, i’ve done another level!
*Fight Song / Amazing Grace ~The Piano Guys